The Rage (Hell's Disciples MC Book 3) by Jaci J

Author:Jaci J [J, Jaci]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2014-10-30T00:00:00+00:00

Lala

“Not gonna do this shit any more, Lala,” Rampage says softly into my hair as his rough hand runs lightly and carefully up and down my bruised ribs. Sadly, they don’t hurt like they should. It feels like my body has grown accustomed to the pain. To his statement, I just shake my head no and cuddle closer to him, trying to put it out of my head. I’m not ready to talk about it yet. I will, but not right at this moment. I just want to lay here for a while. Enjoy this for a moment longer before it all comes crashing down around me again.

Seeing Rampage with Red hurt like a motherfucker, but I wouldn’t tell him that. I’ve heard the stories of why clubs keep gash around, so I guess I never expected him to be faithful to me. We don’t have anything so I have no say in what he does, especially if I’m not around. I would be delusional to think he would be faithful, and I accepted that from the beginning, but it did hurt, especially having to see it with my own eyes. Regardless, I wanted to stay with him. Not for protection, but I wanted him so bad. Maybe I’m here because I really am fucked in the head. I don’t know what a relationship is, especially a normal one. It could be the toll life has taken on me, making me ignorant to a lot of shit.

Yeah, I’ve become that sick, sad women. I just want to be safely tucked away from all the bad shit out there in the world, and I would do anything for it right now. After getting the shit beat out of me this time, Ryan left me alone to hook up with one of the dancers, but I think it was a ruse the girls cooked up to get me out of there. They got me out the back and handed me over to a friend of theirs. When he asked where he could take me, I said here. He didn’t question me and did as I asked. I wish I would have asked his name, but I thanked him and the girls for helping me. No one’s ever put their necks out for me before, and I wish I could repay them.

I needed Rampage, and I needed this place. I have nothing, and I’m not being dramatic. I have nothing, but I’ll take this right here. I’d lie, cheat, and steal to get this, to feel this comfort. His bed is my safe place. I just wanted him and I would have taken him anyway I could have gotten him. I will take whatever he is willing to give me.

We lay together for hours, the low hum of the TV in the background and the lights off. I’ve replayed my words in my head over and over again, trying to find just the right thing to say to make this whole mess sound less pathetic.

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